.the reflex is a lonely child.

“Lonely, I’m Mr. Lonely
I have nobody for my own
I am so lonely, I’m Mr. Lonely
Wish I had someone to call on the phone

Now I’m a soldier, a lonely soldier
Away from home through no wish of my own
That’s why I’m lonely, I’m Mr. Lonely
I wish that I could go back home

Letters, never a letter
I get no letters in the mail
I’ve been forgotten, yes, forgotten
Oh, how I wonder, how is it I failed?

Now I’m a soldier, a lonely soldier
Away from home through no wish of my own
That’s why I’m lonely, I’m Mr. Lonely
I wish that I could go back home”

.mr. lonely by bobby vinton.circa 1962.

“Many girls want to know what makes me tick—why I live the way I live or do the things I do—trying to get inside my head. They want to rescue me from loneliness, but they do it in such a way they give me the impression they want to share my loneliness, which I wouldn’t wish on anybody, because I believe I’m one of the loneliest people in the world.”
.michael jackson in moonwalk.circa 1988.

.mister lonely directed by harmony korine.circa 2007.

.god save the black sabbath.

.jesus christ superstar. (1970)

.marilyn manson’s church of antichrist superstar. (1995)

.god save the label by black label skateboards. (2009)

.entr’acte two thousand and nine.

.entr’acte is french for between the acts though as this is the quillotine perhaps between the ax is more appropiate.

.but you knew that.

.it is july second.the day inbetweendays.the days of the year that is.you are standing in the middle of the year.the apex.

.how do you look? .have you kept busy this year? .half the year is gone.

.look back.do you see any thing at all?

.look forward.do you see any thing at all?

.just like momma sed i am telling you to look both ways before you cross.before you continue.perhaps you should not.

.perhaps you should pause.for ever.if you are not enjoying your self and life itself.it may be you belong elsewhere.

.enough.

.as i look back this is what i see.this is what i heard.these are what i hear.hear me you.

.the crying light by antony and the johnsons.

.reformation 01 by vnv nation.

.gypsyhook ep by sonny.

.years of refusal by morrissey.

.common existence by thursday.

.heart of fire ep by innerpartysystem.

.coconuts, plenty of junk food ep by cocorosie.

.battle for the sun by placebo.

.dark night of the soul by danger mouse and sparklehorse.

.cavecraft by babyland.

.relapse by eminem.

.no past no present no future by last lights.

.sick of wasting… by sage francis.right click that title all you youth of today.

.david lynch presents fox bat strategy a tribute to dave jaurequi.

.of faith power and glory by vnv nation.

.july the first of a morning clear.

.on july first in the year…

.1574 joseph hall was born and in 1628 penned the olde religion: a treatise, wherein is laid downe the true state of the difference betwixt the reformed and the romane church; and the blame of this schisme is cast upon the true authors as well as writing many other things with less upsetting titles.

.1870 the united states department of justice came in to existence and like an ugly baby soon left every american wondering why on earth it was born at all.

.1902 william wyler was born and went on to direct that majestic adaptation of wuthering heights in 1939.

.1931 leslie caron was born and in 1953 gave us the brilliant lili directed by charles walters.

.1934 sydney pollack was born and in addition to directing their only film worth watching more than once they shoot horses, don’t they? played the part of victor ziegler in eyes wide shut which is one of the five stanley kubrick films worth watching more than once.therefore stanley kubrick is better than sydney pollack.

.1945 blondie was born.

.1963 zip codes for american mail were introduced.

.1972 the first gay pride march in england happened.i was there in spirit.

.1979 sony came out of the poor closet and brought their walkman.they retreated very rich.heads bopped.

.1984 the evil empire known as the mpaa introduced the pg-13 rating to less than intelligent parents every where who could now take the word of the mpaa and never have to think at all.and take it they did.

.a tale of two cities by the light divided.

O.E. Lucifer “Satan,” also “morning star,” from L. Lucifer “morning star,” lit. “light-bringing,” from lux (gen. lucis) + ferre “carry”

“A son of God you know you must arrive
In the light
Bring the light“

.billy corgan for spin magazine.

“White on white
light, sublime, subliminal
The void is clean
a cell but not for a criminal“

.chris lowe and neil tennant.

.ali shirazinia.

.daddy.

“daddy, i have had to kill you“

“come to daddy“

“i’ve written a letter to daddy“

“don’t make fun of daddy’s voice“

“Destroying the balance I’d kept”

“This is the crisis i knew had to come

Destroying the balance I’d kept“

.passover by joy division.

.pair of new balance inspired by the unknown pleasures album cover art.

.before it was reversed and nicked from the cambridge encyclopaedia of astronomy where it was previously known only as pulsar CP 1919 illustration 6:7.

“This is the way, step inside

This is the way, step inside

This is the way, step inside

This is the way, step inside“

.the atrocity exhibition by joy division.

.fangs on film.

.an angry vampire with a hang over.i was once described that way as i was wished a happy new year.well i am not here now to wish any one any thing at all.too late to wish you a new year.that much is true.not here to wish you any thing save that you all ready your library cards and log in to your netflix accounts because i think it high time that i account for those moments of my time whiled away on a certain hollywood lawn.eyes fixed on a mausoleum wall where flickers play out projected there.resurrecting dead stars for any one who knows what it means to be a popcorn venus flytrap.or wants to.

.and with that i offer up the marrow of a bone picked clean.what i can now admit was too much meat.and with that i offer up my favourite fangs on film.

.this list should be perused keeping in mind that not all hematophogic creatures are vampires.insects for one.god and governments for seconds.two.too many to mention.there is so much rubbish out there.you know it when you see it and so do i.say no more say you? .when all is sad and done say i.when all is sad and done.and…achtung!

.vampyr directed by carl theodor dreyer.

.the hunger directed by tony scott.

.vamp directed by richard wenk.

.the lost boys directed by joel schumacher.

.the reflecting skin directed by philip ridley.

.dracula directed by francis ford coppola.

.nadja directed by michael almereyda.look out for the vauxhall and i poster nadja walks past.

.blood: the last vampire directed by hiroyuki kitakubo.

.trouble every day directed by claire denis.

.tweet beat manifesto.

• .i am not using twitter.twitter is using me.9:14 PM Jun 6th from web

• @HR_Studios .greetings pufnstuf.9:02 PM Jun 6th from web

• “She used to play Cinderella but she took to drugs and excessive alcohol. Now she couldn’t even play the wick in Aladdin’s lamp.”8:57 PM Jun 6th from web

• .i brought swastikas for noddy.who lives like i do.in a house-for-one in toy land.8:51 PM Jun 6th from web

• “Tommy had a thick ear, Tommy had an ache, His daddy tied him in a sack And threw him in the lake.” — .shelagh delaney. http://is.gd/QA6A11:36 AM Jun 6th from web

• .a sewing circle.a ring of fire.my mouth a gun and i am so redundant.how dare I use the same line twice.how dare I use the same line twice.11:26 AM Jun 6th from web

• .watching suspiria.the only thing more terrifying than the last twelve minutes of this film are the first ninety-two. http://is.gd/QlOI8:14 AM Jun 6th from Ping.fm

• @clintcatalyst .cameradearies: @HelnweinArtist @cyrilhelnwein7:20 PM Jun 5th from mobile web

• .at the castle munching my way thru a box of good & plenty watching cat people on @ComcastOnDemand with sandeman and cerise.6:49 PM Jun 5th from mobile web

• .double entendre: @Janefonda has touched a lot of junk.it should be noted that i am scarily fond of barbarella and they shoot horses.xovox.4:45 PM Jun 5th from web

• for this #followfriday do f the following five: @DitaVonTeese @CouchSurfing @SkeletonCrew @englandbelongsc @Franklero11:12 AM Jun 5th from web

• “as for makeup…z is firmly applying all sorts of stuff to her face tho, she does not have the aplomb for applying that vjesci has yet.”11:08 AM Jun 5th from web

• .meet milo.perhaps named for the milo of the phantom tollbooth by norton juster? http://bit.ly/108cuo10:51 PM Jun 4th from web

• @planetdamage .offline. http://bit.ly/2kXBz110:15 PM Jun 4th from web in reply to planetdamage

• “Nothing but a strict diet of yogurt and spent coffee grinds when I return. Be as thin as Vjesci in three weeks. No, seriously.”9:49 AM Jun 4th from web

• .david carradine: .in a dress. http://is.gd/OdM9 .talking to jesus. http://is.gd/Odza .shouting about shoes. http://is.gd/Oe0t9:46 AM Jun 4th from web

• .one would have to be considerably high on acid to think they were an orange high in acid.9:07 AM Jun 4th from web

• @PLACEBOWORLD .you may want to eradicate @BMolko “a cheap and nasty fake” http://help.twitter.com/for…8:02 AM Jun 4th from web in reply to PLACEBOWORLD

• .scaroline says. www.vjesci.net7:14 AM Jun 4th from web

• .was browsing @ComcastOnDemand and noticed the title of the happy up here video by @rokysopp had been reduced to happyupher.6:59 PM Jun 3rd from mobile web

• “it would be wasting precious moments if we told each other the vulgar details of how we earn our daily bread”6:16 PM Jun 3rd from web

• .when i was smaller i would play hide and seek.i would say jesus christ come out come out where ever you are.and jesus never gave it away.6:14 PM Jun 3rd from web

• .last nite you said “god damn you are too beautiful” as we sat on twilit steps before i left to feed the slaves and starving children.6:11 PM Jun 3rd from web

• @ericwareheim .this angels of light album title is an anagram of your surname: http://bit.ly/aPdZF8:06 PM Jun 2nd from mobile web

• .i’m a toys “r” us yid.i don’t want to pay up.3:16 PM Jun 2nd from Ping.fm

• www.lipstickonthelookinggla…2:06 PM Jun 2nd from web

• .harbingers? .what is har? .and why is it being binged upon?1:20 PM Jun 2nd from web

• @jimgoad .i think whether hitler liked juice or not is much more important.1:05 PM Jun 2nd from web in reply to jimgoad

• .the doctor is massaging my wee knee.about to whack it with a hammer. http://twitpic.com/6ha0w .the reflex is a lonely child.11:54 AM Jun 2nd from web

• @clintcatalyst “Building up our brains with the supernatural powers We take it from the trees and the mighty Watts Towers.” & www.is.gd/Muea11:39 AM Jun 2nd from web

• “more benadryl, whined the journalist” “gun, with occasional music” “repent, harlequin! said the ticktockman” “suddenly, last summer”9:31 AM Jun 2nd from web

• @executedtoday .101 ways to say died. http://bit.ly/7GycQ7:00 AM Jun 2nd from web

• .said franz i seem to be stuck.franz von stuck.11:24 PM Jun 1st from web

• .just because i am in a real asian ship does not mean i want to marry.1:56 PM Jun 1st from web

• @hooksforhands .not sure if you were given the herb or the movie but if only the herb you should see the movie. www.paprikamovie.com1:18 PM Jun 1st from web

• @TranquilMammoth .no sleep til crooklyn!9:49 AM Jun 1st from web in reply to TranquilMammoth

• .so vvvvvery excited about the new 18-track @morrisseysolo b-sides album SWORDS swimming this way in october from @polydorrecords.9:48 AM Jun 1st from web

• .do as i do and finish the first episode of the new @interviewproj by @DAVID_LYNCH at www.interviewproject.davidl…12:33 AM Jun 1st from web

• .the tie that binds @TwinPeaksArchve & @PJHarveyUK & @bjork & @therealtoriamos? .de tribus puellis. www.vjesci.net10:37 PM May 31st from web

• .watched klimt after giving up on W.nikolai kinski as egon schiele. www.vjesci.tumblr.com/post/… .why is there no egon film?8:45 PM May 31st from web

• .update 2012.apparently a site has been made regarding this very tweet and how it will affect you. www.whowillsurvive2012.com8:38 PM May 31st from web

• .i borrowed www.wthefilm.com from the library but one of you bush loving baby bombers took your pubic hair to it.never saw past frat scene.8:29 PM May 31st from web

• .vee-vi-vo-vum.i smell some thing burning.a christian perhaps?8:25 PM May 31st from web

• .this is update 2009 in this the year 2009.i am NOT waiting for the year 2010 to post update 2010.my futures so bright u gotta wear shades.8:22 PM May 31st from web

• .gone to the garden.a certain hoe needs smacking.7:02 PM May 31st from web

• .it was chad reynolds who said culture abhors nature but it was aristotle who said nature abhors a vacuum.my new vacuum: http://is.gd/KY4e4:56 PM May 31st from web

• “Little children, it is the last time: and as ye have heard that antichrist shall come…” www.antichristthemovie.com1:29 PM May 31st from web

.scaroline says.

Did you really have a conversation with Jade?

Want to know something funny? I realized yesterday that every time I listen to “Nancy Boy” I think of the first time you told me about Placebo, I went home early from school, what… 3ish years ago? and we were on IM you were like

“Does his makeup in his room
douse himself with cheap perfume
eyeholes in a paper bag
greatest lay I ever had
kind of guy who mates for life
gotta help him find a wife
we’re a couple, when our bodies double.” And I was like “Huh? What?”

And then Placebo becomes one of my favorite bands… Ohhh good times <3

You know, I do really miss you

.circa mmiix.