.the reflex is a lonely child.

•July 12, 2009 • 1 Comment

“Lonely, I’m Mr. Lonely
I have nobody for my own
I am so lonely, I’m Mr. Lonely
Wish I had someone to call on the phone

Now I’m a soldier, a lonely soldier
Away from home through no wish of my own
That’s why I’m lonely, I’m Mr. Lonely
I wish that I could go back home

Letters, never a letter
I get no letters in the mail
I’ve been forgotten, yes, forgotten
Oh, how I wonder, how is it I failed?

Now I’m a soldier, a lonely soldier
Away from home through no wish of my own
That’s why I’m lonely, I’m Mr. Lonely
I wish that I could go back home”

.mr. lonely by bobby vinton.circa 1962.

Many girls want to know what makes me tick—why I live the way I live or do the things I do—trying to get inside my head. They want to rescue me from loneliness, but they do it in such a way they give me the impression they want to share my loneliness, which I wouldn’t wish on anybody, because I believe I’m one of the loneliest people in the world.”
.michael jackson in moonwalk.circa 1988.

.mister lonely directed by harmony korine.circa 2007.

.god save the black sabbath.

•July 10, 2009 • Leave a Comment

.entr’acte two thousand and nine.

•July 2, 2009 • Leave a Comment

.entr’acte is french for between the acts though as this is the quillotine perhaps between the ax is more appropiate.

.but you knew that.

.it is july second.the day inbetweendays.the days of the year that is.you are standing in the middle of the year.the apex.

.how do you look? .have you kept busy this year? .half the year is gone.

.look back.do you see any thing at all?

.look forward.do you see any thing at all?

.just like momma sed i am telling you to look both ways before you cross.before you continue.perhaps you should not.

.perhaps you should pause.for ever.if you are not enjoying your self and life itself.it may be you belong elsewhere.

.enough.

.as i look back this is what i see.this is what i heard.these are what i hear.hear me you.

.the crying light by antony and the johnsons.

.reformation 01 by vnv nation.

.gypsyhook ep by sonny.

.years of refusal by morrissey.

.common existence by thursday.

.heart of fire ep by innerpartysystem.

.coconuts, plenty of junk food ep by cocorosie.

.battle for the sun by placebo.

.dark night of the soul by danger mouse and sparklehorse.

.cavecraft by babyland.

.relapse by eminem.

.no past no present no future by last lights.

.sick of wasting… by sage francis.right click that title all you youth of today.

.david lynch presents fox bat strategy a tribute to dave jaurequi.

.of faith power and glory by vnv nation.

.july the first of a morning clear.

•July 1, 2009 • Leave a Comment

.on july first in the year…

.1574 joseph hall was born and in 1628 penned the olde religion: a treatise, wherein is laid downe the true state of the difference betwixt the reformed and the romane church; and the blame of this schisme is cast upon the true authors as well as writing many other things with less upsetting titles.

.1870 the united states department of justice came in to existence and like an ugly baby soon left every american wondering why on earth it was born at all.

.1902 william wyler was born and went on to direct that majestic adaptation of wuthering heights in 1939.

.1931 leslie caron was born and in 1953 gave us the brilliant lili directed by charles walters.

.1934 sydney pollack was born and in addition to directing their only film worth watching more than once they shoot horses, don’t they? played the part of victor ziegler in eyes wide shut which is one of the five stanley kubrick films worth watching more than once.therefore stanley kubrick is better than sydney pollack.

.1945 blondie was born.

.1963 zip codes for american mail were introduced.

.1972 the first gay pride march in england happened.i was there in spirit.

.1979 sony came out of the poor closet and brought their walkman.they retreated very rich.heads bopped.

.1984 the evil empire known as the mpaa introduced the pg-13 rating to less than intelligent parents every where who could now take the word of the mpaa and never have to think at all.and take it they did.

.a tale of two cities by the light divided.

•June 25, 2009 • Leave a Comment

O.E. Lucifer “Satan,” also “morning star,” from L. Lucifer “morning star,” lit. “light-bringing,” from lux (gen. lucis) + ferre “carry”

A son of God you know you must arrive
In the light
Bring the light

.billy corgan for spin magazine.

White on white
light, sublime, subliminal
The void is clean
a cell but not for a criminal

.chris lowe and neil tennant.

.ali shirazinia.

.daddy.

•June 21, 2009 • Leave a Comment

“Destroying the balance I’d kept”

•June 11, 2009 • Leave a Comment

This is the crisis i knew had to come

Destroying the balance I’d kept

.passover by joy division.

.pair of new balance inspired by the unknown pleasures album cover art.

.before it was reversed and nicked from the cambridge encyclopaedia of astronomy where it was previously known only as pulsar CP 1919 illustration 6:7.

This is the way, step inside

This is the way, step inside

This is the way, step inside

This is the way, step inside

.the atrocity exhibition by joy division.

.fangs on film.

•June 11, 2009 • 1 Comment

.an angry vampire with a hang over.i was once described that way as i was wished a happy new year.well i am not here now to wish any one any thing at all.too late to wish you a new year.that much is true.not here to wish you any thing save that you all ready your library cards and log in to your netflix accounts because i think it high time that i account for those moments of my time whiled away on a certain hollywood lawn.eyes fixed on a mausoleum wall where flickers play out projected there.resurrecting dead stars for any one who knows what it means to be a popcorn venus flytrap.or wants to.

.and with that i offer up the marrow of a bone picked clean.what i can now admit was too much meat.and with that i offer up my favourite fangs on film.

.this list should be perused keeping in mind that not all hematophogic creatures are vampires.insects for one.god and governments for seconds.two.too many to mention.there is so much rubbish out there.you know it when you see it and so do i.say no more say you? .when all is sad and done say i.when all is sad and done.and…achtung!

.vampyr directed by carl theodor dreyer.

.the hunger directed by tony scott.

.vamp directed by richard wenk.

.the lost boys directed by joel schumacher.

.the reflecting skin directed by philip ridley.

.dracula directed by francis ford coppola.

.nadja directed by michael almereyda.look out for the vauxhall and i poster nadja walks past.

.blood: the last vampire directed by hiroyuki kitakubo.

.trouble every day directed by claire denis.

.tweet beat manifesto.

•June 6, 2009 • 2 Comments

.scaroline says.

•June 4, 2009 • Leave a Comment

Did you really have a conversation with Jade?

Want to know something funny? I realized yesterday that every time I listen to “Nancy Boy” I think of the first time you told me about Placebo, I went home early from school, what… 3ish years ago? and we were on IM you were like

“Does his makeup in his room
douse himself with cheap perfume
eyeholes in a paper bag
greatest lay I ever had
kind of guy who mates for life
gotta help him find a wife
we’re a couple, when our bodies double.” And I was like “Huh? What?”

And then Placebo becomes one of my favorite bands… Ohhh good times <3

You know, I do really miss you

.circa mmiix.